“I can find something off the rack, unless you have a problem with that.”
“Takes all the fun out of it for me. We bring someone here, I get to watch you dress and undress. We hit the stores, they’ll kick me out of the dressing rooms.”
My lips twitched with a repressed smile. “Pervert.”
“Guilty as charged.”
“You do this sort of thing often?” I asked as casually as I could manage. It hadn’t escaped me that most guys wouldn’t have a stylist on call for their girlfriends.
“Get kicked out of dressing rooms? Not as a rule, no.”
I told myself to drop it. “Well, that’s a good thing. Anyway...I’ll just head out for a couple hours, let you work.”
“And stew all afternoon over whether or not I play dress-up with all the chicks I fuck?” he asked, straightening.
“I don’t want to talk about your sexual conquests.” I grabbed my purse off the armchair and looked around for my flats.
“You just want to be mad at me for stuff you’re making up in your head.”
I glared at him. “Don’t pick a fight with me just because you’ve got issues with your dad.”
“This has nothing to do with him.”
“Really? Because I get the impression damn near everything in your life has something to do with him.”
“Not you,” he said quietly. Dangerously. He closed the distance between us. “Stop changing the subject and spit it out, Gia.”
“It doesn’t matter, Jax. I knew you were a player when I met you. I’ll get over it.”
“I had my moments,” he agreed. “They never included giving a damn about how the women I nailed felt about anything, let alone the clothes they were wearing.”
My chin lifted. “Why are you always so quick to make yourself sound like a class A prick?”
He shrugged. “Just calling ’em like I see ’em.”
“No, you’re trying to paint a picture of yourself that has nothing to do with reality. You can’t keep telling me that I know you, while insisting that you’re really an asshole.” I dropped my purse back down. “It’s like you’re trying to convince you and me both that you’re something you’re not.”
“More like reminding us both of what I am,” he stopped in front of me, “what I’ve got inside me just waiting to come out.”
“I think your dad reminds you of that.”
“You’re fixated on my father.”
“Just calling ’em like I see ’em,” I shot back.
Jax stared down at me for a long minute, his body tense and the air between us strained. “What you’re not seeing is that he and I have a lot more in common than just our faces.”
“So, let’s talk about it.”
“I don’t want to talk about it.”
“You just want to fight.”
He reached up and rubbed the back of his neck, his biceps stretching the sleeve of his T-shirt. He growled. “What I want is to fuck you bowlegged.”
“Jax.” I laughed, I couldn’t help it. His frustration was palpable and his response to it was so typically...male. “You’re lucky I grew up with three brothers, you know. I’m used to chest thumping.”
“And driving me insane.”
“You’re doing that all by yourself, what with your self-confessed multiple personality disorder.” I touched a finger to my jaw. “Wait. I get it. You’re a twin. There’s two of you!”
Closing his eyes, he rubbed his temples with his fingertips. “Jesus.”
“If I sleep with both of you, does that count as cheating?”
His hands dropped and he looked at me. “Are you in love with both of them?”
I reached out and touched his chest. “I’m in love with you.”
With a sigh, Jax hugged me and pressed his lips to my shoulder. “Image is everything in politics. Sometimes, I’m asked to help others with theirs. That’s why I know a few stylists.”
I pushed my hands up beneath his shirt to touch his bare skin. His soft shiver and low moan sent my heartbeat skipping. “Good to know.”
I wanted to know more, but for the first time in our relationship we had time to let things grow and develop. I gave myself the right to enjoy that.
* * *
There were a handful of things in life that made me catch my breath in wonder—Jax in a tuxedo topped the list.
I watched him cross the ballroom with a champagne flute in each hand, his stride fiercely elegant and unmistakably sexual. The D.C. hotel was filled with men and women who were political and financial scions wielding tremendous power. Enormous crystal chandeliers cast light that glittered off priceless jewels and glossy, perfectly coiffed locks. Crystal glasses clinked against each other, and the hum of conversation sounded like a swarm of bees.
In the midst of it all, Jackson Rutledge stood out from the crowd.
His hair was nearly as dark as his tuxedo, his skin lightly tanned, his eyes framed by arrogantly slashed brows. The beautifully tailored tux hugged his broad shoulders and emphasized the length of his legs.
Discreetly, I licked my lips. Mine.
Jax would’ve caught my eye no matter what, but it was the look in his eyes that set my heart racing.
“I still love that dress,” he said, handing me a flute and bending to kiss my shoulder.
My lips curved against the mouth of the glass. The muted gold gown had been the first one I’d tried on and he’d voted for it on sight, shaking his head at the three dresses I had tried on after it. A smooth column of lined silk poured down my body, held in place by thin beaded straps at my shoulders and back. I’d been wary of the color at first, but the gown did a splendid job of hinting at my curves, instead of hugging them.