She was beginning to lose the train of thought, the determination to make him lose control. Probably because his fingers were working around her clit, stroking her into insanity.
"I want more." Her hands moved from his chest to his abdomen, to the low band of the sweatpants he wore.
She wanted them off. She wanted to feel every inch of his body bare against her. She wanted the feel of his cock, hard and thick, pressing against her, inside her.
First. Oh God, first she wanted the feel of it in her hands, against her lips.
Could she do it?
She'd never done it before because she'd been too embarrassed. Because she'd never understood why she would want to--until now. Now she knew why she wanted to do it. She wanted to make him feel so good. She wanted to hear him growl, snarl. She wanted to know what it would take to make him purr.
The elastic band slipped down his thighs, over the heavy flesh of the shaft as Jonas jerked, groaned and pulled her against him.
His hands were locked on her hips, his head thrown back as he lifted her to him, his c**k pressed tight and hard against the mound of her pu**y as she heard that hard rumble in his chest once again.
She felt her feet leave the floor and a second later he was laying her back on the bed, coming over her, his lips drawn back in a grimace of hunger.
Incisors flashed, strong and sharp at the sides of his mouth.
She felt his knee press between hers, parting her thighs, moving over her.
"This isn't fair." Weak, shaking, her hands pressed against his chest as he came over her.
She wanted to pleasure him, needed to take him.
"What isn't fair? I'll make it fair. I promise, whatever it takes to make it fair, just sweet God, let me feel you."
"Let me feel you first." She pushed at his shoulders.
His eyes narrowed. "Don't do this, Rachel."
"Do what?" She shifted against him, her leg stroking over his, feeling the nearly invisible, very fine hairs that covered it like the softest down.
Heat prickled the skin where they touched, warmed her flesh.
"Let me control this, Rachel," he breathed out roughly. "I promise, it will be so good."
"Maybe it will be so good if I get to touch too," she suggested, her tone throaty, surprising her, a sense of fun building inside her.
He made her want to have fun. It was as though he challenged her to challenge him. It was that self-control he had. It made a woman just want to crush it.
"I have no doubt it would be." A slow smile curled his lips, one of the rare, true smiles she had seen from him. "But let's see how this feels first."
He licked her.
Rachel froze as his tongue stroked, light as air, over her shoulder, spreading that same sense of heat that feathered over her legs when his had stroked against them.
His tongue rasped, just a little bit. Just enough to feel dark and wildly primal. Enough to send a forbidden thrill racing through her mind.
He was good at keeping the upper hand: the stroke of his tongue, the twist of his body, the way he pulled her against him, his hand curving around a soft mound of her rear to tuck her hips against his.
His teeth nipped the lobe of her ear. Lightly. So very lightly. His hands stroked over her, the pad of one finger rubbing against her nipple as she felt the slightest pinch.
A scrape, like his nail against the areola, sent a bolt of heat racing across her nipple to her clit.
She twisted beneath him. She wanted so much more. Heat was building between her thighs, washing through her body. The feel of his c**k pressing against the mound, blazing against her clit, was making her insane.
His hips rolled, thrust, slid from side to side, stroking the hard, heated shaft through the heavy, slick moisture. The folds of her pu**y, swollen and sensitive, parted beneath the pressure. Her clit was in agony, release held just out of reach as she arched beneath him.
She had to see him, watch him.
Opening her eyes, she stared above her. Sweat beaded on his forehead, his shoulders. A rivulet ran down his chest, slow and easy, rolling with lazy sensuality as her lips parted, her head lifting as her tongue peaked out to catch the little droplet of moisture.
Cinnamon and cloves. A rich, dark storm. Midnight and madness. The tastes infused her senses as she felt him move. Her thighs were parted farther, a hesitation as he rolled a condom over the hard length of his cock. There was something wrong with that. She knew she should protest it, but before she could form the words, before she could remember why, he was pressing inside her.
Fiery, intense, pleasure-pain washed through her. The stretching of delicate, tender muscles, the stroke of his thick, hard flesh easing inside her. It was exquisite. It was like burning alive inside a fiery storm that she couldn't control or escape.
For the first time, he wasn't behind her as he gave her pleasure. He was staring down at her, his silver eyes darkening, turning into a storm of mercury, a heated conflagration that matched the wildfire surging through her senses now.
Bit by bit, one agonizing inch at a time, his hips rolled, pressed and worked the hardened flesh deeper inside her.
She had to look. To watch. Staring between her thighs, she could see the latex-sheathed erection glistening from the dampness that he was pushing through. It was broad, dark, parting the folds of her flesh and disappearing inside her.
He was taking her.
Her head flung back as he pushed in deeper, a hard, demanding thrust followed by a groan of pleasure as she arched beneath him and the length of his c**k disappeared fully inside her.
Heat, ecstasy, the feeling of complete surrender, total freedom, infused her. She felt as though she were flying, as though they were locked in a flight of complete rapture, racing toward the sun.
Light and color exploded behind her closed eyes as Jonas began to move. He f**ked her as though each stroke were to be relished, remembered, forever imprinted in both their minds.
His hips thrust, rolled, shifted from side to side, causing his erection to stretch her farther, to reveal previously hidden nerve endings and erogenous zones in their climb to release.
She couldn't breathe. She was gasping for air, certain she was going to pass out. The pleasure was so intense, hunger so deep and strong inside her, she couldn't get enough. She would never get enough. She would always need more.
No wonder his lovers were so hard to get rid of in the past, she thought hazily. This was why. Because he f**ked like a dream, like a dark fantasy come to life to possess her very soul with no more than this. This possession.