“Only if Heather’s in the center of it.”He shrugged. “But it seems like overkill to me, Tara. The stalker’s got a line on that house somehow. He’ll know if she’s f**king him.”
Heather flushed and cursed the flare of arousal that lit, fast and furious, in her body at the thought of Sam. He had carefully avoided the “family times,” asTara had labeled them, several months before, until the past night. But in walking away from them, it seemed that he only grew darker, edgier,more dangerous.
“My sister isn’t being pimped out for this assignment,”Tara snapped furiously.
“That’s enough, Tara,” Heather said softly as she turned to her sister. “The bad part is, he’s right. These little outings aren’t doing anything but wearing on those women’s nerves, and mine.” She was tired of shopping, tired of the tension and fear that marked Heather and Sarah’s gazes while they were out.
She looked at Raider, and for a second, caught an edge of savage mercilessness in his eyes. Only Rick and Tara seemed to know the other man very well, there were times he flat terrified her.
“Until we come up with something better, this is it,”Tara informed them both ruthlessly. “If you don’t like following orders, Raider, you can pack up and head out anytime. No one forces you to stay here.”
The tension thickened instantly. Raider drew slowly to his feet as the other six agents in the room watched warily.
“Yeah, someone does,Tara ,” he growled, his voice deadly. “But I’ll take that up with her when the time’s right. Let me know when you’re ready to leave.”
He stalked from the room. He didn’t move fast, he didn’t stomp. You never heard a footfall, he was so damned quiet. And it was all the more terrifying for the complete silence. The door clicked quietly behind him before all eyes turned toTara .
“He’ll live.” She shrugged as though unconcerned, but Heather saw the worry that lit her light green eyes.
“That boy’s going to slip his leash one day. When he does, there’ll be hell to pay.” Bret Austin, the August employee who had joined the group months before, shook his head warily. “I’d watch that one.”
“Don’t you have cattle to watch?”Tara frowned, her voice reproving.
A careless grin tipped the cowboy’s face as his hazel eyes lit up with laughter. “Hell, cows ain’t this much fun. Can’t I stay around and watch some more?”
“Show’s over,”Tara grunted. “You’re here on house detail. Make sure you keep those damned men here at the house, Bret. It defeats the purpose if they follow us.”
Bret grimaced. “Damned good thing Rick promised me work when Cade fires me. ‘Cause by damned, he will eventually. Keep him home,” he snorted. “That’s like ordering me to keep a momma bear in her den while you torture her cubs.”
Tararolled her eyes. “At least warn me if they head out. They made the deal. One more trip out. Don’t
let them screw us over without warning.”
“Will do.”He nodded shortly, though Heather doubted seriously that he would go against Cade August if push came to shove. Hell, even Rick hesitated before going up against the oldest brother.
“And you,”Tara hissed as the men filed from the room. “Stay the hell out of Sam August’s bedroom.”
Heather arched her brow slowly. “You’re not my keeper, Tara.”
“No, I’m your sister, and I’m telling you that the August men are more than you can handle. Stop playing with fire and concentrate on your job.”
“Sam August is my job,” she said softly. “I won’t pretend I don’t care for him. Even for you.”
She understoodTara ’s worry, knew the dark experiences from her sister’s past that fueled her concern.
“God, Heather, haven’t you learned how dangerous this is yet?”Tara bit out. “You’re scarred forever.
Dead lasts just as long. You were lucky the first time, now pull back.”
“Stop, Tara.” Heather faced her sister slowly, tucking her hands in her jeans pockets to still the need to wrap her arms around the other woman. She could seeTara ’s pain, the ghosts that haunted her. “You can’t protect me from this, and you can’t order me away from him as though I were a child.”
“I can fire you,” she snapped angrily.
“Then fire me.” Heather shrugged. “I won’t leave, and I won’t stay any farther away from Sam than he keeps me pushed back, anyway.”
Her sister’s expression tightened, her lips thinning out to a cold, ruthless line.
“He wants to share you, Heather,”Tara said tightly. “Do you want to know what that’s like? Do you really want to know just how loveless that is? You think you love him. You think he loves you. But he doesn’t. Love isn’t packaged like that. It’s sex. It’s lust.Period.”
It wasTara ’s lifestyle. She had lived it with her husband before Rick had pulled her out. She had lain between the man she hated and the man who pitied her, and Heather knew it had nearly destroyed her.
And yet, now that there was no chance of emotion, no chance of caring, the sexual lifestyle was one she embraced rather than denied.
Heather knew the destruction that could be waiting for the Augusts. She knew the pain, the betrayal, the loss of self-respect that came from such a relationship. She had watched it with her sister, Rick and his brother, Carl, before Carl’s accident and death.
“It’s not the same here,” she whispered, knowing her sister couldn’t see it, couldn’t look beyond her own past to see the reality of these men. “I don’t know how it’s different, Tara, but I know it is. And I won’t argue it with you. I don’t want to share Sam, and I don’t want to be more than a hug and a peck on the cheek to those brothers. But I won’t leave him like this. I won’t walk away while some bastard wants him destroyed. I won’t do it. Not even for you.”
Tara’s eyes sparked with fury, and Heather knew the explosion was coming. Thankfully, the door swung open at the same time.
“Time to go, wildcat.”Raider’s dark voice matched the black shadow he cast over the floor. “Rick just called in, everyone’s in place. Time to go shopping.”