And she suddenly pictured herself between those two men, their hands gliding over her naked body, their lips pressed against her skin. Being sandwiched between them, touching them in turn, allowed access to their bodies, sliding down to worship their cocks—first one, then the other. They stood still and allowed her to touch, to taste, and only when she’d satisfied her curiosity did they pull her up and turn her face to each of them and kiss her. She wondered about their mouths, their tongues, the different tastes and textures, what it would be like to have that sensation of both of them kissing her, both of them doing . . . everything to her, with her.
Heat settled between her legs, a pounding ache and awareness and need that hadn’t been there in far too long. Her br**sts felt full and her ni**les tingled. She blinked and looked in the direction of the men of her fantasies, and found both of them staring right at her.
They knew. Somehow they knew what she’d been thinking about. It reflected back to her as they looked at her. AJ’s eyes had gone even darker, a storm on the horizon as his gaze locked with hers. Pax’s gaze was molten heat, all directed at her in a blast as hot as this August summer.
She should look away, move, get out of the room. But she was melted to the chair, unable to break the spell that tied her to these two men. And when Pax stood and moved toward her, her heart knocked against her chest, but it wasn’t fear shaking her—it was desire, curiosity, the need to continue to experience the sensations and emotions she was feeling.
Instead of looming over her, he dropped to his knees at the side of her chair. Teresa inhaled the scent of leather, of sweat, of man. She wanted to reach out and trace her fingertips over his goatee, but she didn’t, her hands gripping the chair arms so tight her muscles protested from the effort.
Pax smoothed his hand over her head, down along her hair, gently reaching the ponytail holder and drawing it down, releasing her hair. He didn’t say anything, just slid his fingers through her hair, draping some of it over her shoulder. She didn’t consider anything he did to be out of bounds or dangerous. Except the look in his eyes, the deliberate sensuality she saw there—which he let her see—screamed danger at the highest decibel level.
She heard AJ rise from the couch. From the corner of her eye she saw him move toward her—toward them. He slid to his knees in front of her chair and laid his hands ever so lightly on her legs, pressing in just enough so she knew he was there.
Oh, she knew he was there. She was surrounded by two men who had awakened her libido to a screaming frenzy.
But could she do anything about it? Did she dare?
“There’s something you want that you’re denying yourself.”
Teresa shifted her gaze to Pax. She swallowed, her throat so dry she was afraid she wouldn’t be able to speak.
AJ slid his hand to her knee. Easy, a nonthreatening touch. “You’re skittish. Do we scare you?”
She turned her focus to AJ, forcing the words out. “No. You two don’t scare me at all.”
She felt the movement of Pax’s hand against her neck, lightly teasing her hair, massaging the tight muscles there. He leaned in and his breath caressed her ear. Her chest tightened as he pressed a kiss to her neck. She closed her eyes as desire flooded her.
AJ moved his hands further along her legs, light and easy movements, his fingers dancing along the denim to her ankles. He pulled her feet out from under her and let her legs drape over him, rubbing her calves with his strong fingers while Pax slid his tongue along her throat. Her br**sts strained against her bra, her ni**les tight with agonized pleasure. She fought for breath as delicious sensation danced along her nerve endings.
She wanted this so much, yet even as she did, the images assaulted her. She was on the ground and someone was spreading her legs, holding her down, tearing at her clothes. She fought to get away.
The heat and delicious sensation shattered as cold fear took hold of her.
Anger battered her, that even now, five years later, it still haunted her.
“I can’t do this. Not yet.” She pushed, and AJ released her as Pax backed away. Teresa stood and turned to them. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” She couldn’t even look at them, had to get away. She went to her bedroom and shut the door, felt foolish even as she locked it, but couldn’t help herself. She still needed that barrier of safety between her and them.
Between her and men.
EIGHT
AJ WATCHED, STUNNED, AS TERESA LEFT THE ROOM. HE WENT to the hall to follow her, but she shut the door and he heard the snick of the lock, effectively shutting him out.
He walked back into the living room and stood there.
“Damn” was all Pax said.
“Yeah.” AJ sat on the sofa and grabbed his beer, finishing it off in two swallows. “You want another?”
Pax nodded, and AJ went to the fridge and grabbed a couple bottles, handed one off to Pax. “I don’t get it.”
Pax shook his head. “She was fine one minute. I felt her, man. Her body was hot, liquid relaxed and responding to us. The next second she froze up, went stiff and pale and shot out of here like she was spooked.”
“A lot of women can’t handle two men.”
“True enough. But it was more than that. Way more than that.”
AJ knew Pax was right. The problem was, what were they going to do about it?
“You need to talk to her.”
AJ’s brows lifted. “Me? Why me?”
“You have the past with her. You know her better than I do. She might be more comfortable talking to you.”
“I don’t think so. Leave it alone.”
“There’s something wrong. This went way beyond a simple ‘Hey, I just don’t want to be with two guys’ kind of thing. She’s afraid and I don’t want to leave it alone.”
AJ took a few swallows and pointed his beer at Pax. “That’s your problem and always has been. You push when you shouldn’t.”
“You lay back because you don’t want to confront. Some things are better out in the open.”
“And some things are better left alone.”
“We aren’t talking about how f**ked up you are, AJ. We’re talking about Teresa.”
“You’re the one who wants to psychoanalyze everyone, Pax. So you go talk to her.”
“Fine. I will.” Pax disappeared down the hall. It took AJ a few seconds of fuming, just like it always did when he and Pax got into it. Then he stood and met Pax at Teresa’s door.