An unexpected but not unwelcome tenderness weled inside him.
His eyes closed as she took the first inch, the pleasure so hot and fierce it misted his skin with sweat. He refrained from thrusting, careful to give her swolen sex the time to accept him. He let her body set the pace, sinking deeper only when she opened for him like an unfurling flower.
“Raze.”
Lifting his pleasure-weighted eyelids, he looked down at her, finding her flushed and bright-eyed. Feverish with desire. He cupped her head in his hands, holding her stil as he slipped into her to the hilt. He savored the way she trembled around and beneath him, watching her eyes darken as the desire took over. The glance they shared was open and naked, and as intimate as his cock inside her.
“God.” Her nails dug deliciously into the muscles of his back. “You’re so hard. And big. Jesus, you’re so thick and long.”
“Umm...” He roled his hips. “And you’re tight as a fist. I pack you ful. You couldn’t take another centimeter if I had it to give you.”
Pushing her heels into the mattress, Kim thrust up at him. “Ride me. I want to come again.”
“You’l come until you can’t take anymore,” he promised, feeling his fangs lengthen within his gums. Lifting his hips, he withdrew then pushed deep again.
“Harder, Raze. Give it to me hard.”
Delicate muscles rippled along his length, driving him crazy. Grinding his teeth, he fought the need to fuck her without restraint. He wanted to drag out the moment as long as possible, create memories for both of them of a hungry need so powerful they’d reverberate for years.
“Not yet.” He slid in and out, his hips working in a smooth, leisurely tempo. “Slow and easy now. Feel me. Feel what you do to me. How damned hard you make me. As much as I’ve had you tonight, I stil ache for more.”
Her head pressed into the pilows, unconsciously arching her neck at the perfect angle for the penetration of his fangs. “Yes. More.”
Anchoring her hip with one hand, he fisted her hair in the other, holding her immobile. The pulse in her throat throbbed wildly, her heart pounding as he dominated her completely. His tongue stroked over her madly pumping vein, plumping it. He sucked gently on the skin, bringing it closer to the surface. Her sex tightened around him.
“You feel so good,” he groaned, nuzzling the spot beneath her ear. “I could stay right here forever.”
“Raze, please... I need—”
The first spasms of her climax fisted his dick and his control snapped. He struck deep into her vein, his eyes roling back as the intoxicating flavor of her blood flooded his mouth. The ecstasy of his bite burned through her and she screamed, her body quaking with the force of her orgasm.
He was right there with her, coming as hard as if he hadn’t come al night, his body inundated with ecstasy and the power of her blood.
Then the deluge of her memories hit him with the force of a sledgehammer to the face.
* * *
Kim lay with her cheek on Raze’s shoulder and her arm draped across his hard chest. Her fingers drifted idly up and down the bulge of his biceps. Draped along his side with one leg tucked between his, she listened to the steady beat of his heart and thought about how none of this night had gone as she’d expected it to.
She had set out with the intention of getting drunk, so she could sleep without having to take a sleeping pil. Then she’d seen Raze and figured they’d screw each other into exhaustion. Which they had, but she had pictured more of a roling, clawing, pounding rut. On the floor maybe. Or the couch if they got that far. She hadn’t pictured a bed. She hadn’t imagined luxuriating in each other. She certainly hadn’t thought about cuddling afterwards.
There’s something here, she thought. Something that could become important to both of them.
“Kim.” His fingers were sifting through her horribly tangled hair. His other hand was splayed over her back.
“Hmm?” She snuggled closer. Everything about the way he touched her made her feel good. Hel, he’d sucked on her neck and she’d had the orgasm of her life.
None of the hickies she’d gotten in high school had ever revved her engine, let alone blown the top of her head off.
“Would you tel me why you cried when you first got here?”
She stiffened, unprepared for the question.
“Shh.” He pressed his lips to her crown. “You don’t have to.”
“No. It’s okay.” After a shaky breath, she told him, stumbling over the words a little because she hadn’t talked about it since the police questioned her. Saying the words brought the painful and horrifying pictures in her mind to life, making her relive the agony of finding her home a bloodbath and her dearest friend lying in the gore like a rag dol. The tears came with the words until she was sobbing violently.
Raze roled carefuly, covering her with his body in a hot, hard blanket of powerful male. He tucked her under him, sheltering her, his cheek pressed to hers and his arms caging her shoulders. The quiet strength of him sank into her, shoring her up. Anchoring her. She didn’t have to be strong for him. She didn’t have to hide her pain to make it easier for him. She didn’t need to shield her grief behind a smile so he’d think everything was al right.
He didn’t say anything, which was such a gift. She wondered if he knew that or if it was just his way. His was an old soul. She’d sensed that from the moment their eyes had met.
Eventualy, Kim quieted, her heart feeling so much lighter that she might’ve shed a tear over it, if she’d had any tears left.
“There’s a lot of shit in this world,” he said, kissing her softly. “I’m sorry you had to experience any of it.”
Cupping his cheeks, she lifted his head and looked into his eyes. “You experience a lot of it, don’t you?”
“Yeah.” He roled to his back and heaved out a sigh. “I have to wade through some of it today. Can I see you tonight?”
Delight fluttered through her tummy. “Would you like to come to my place? I can make dinner.”
He looked at her with those amber eyes and smiled wryly. “I have some unusual dietary restrictions. How about movies instead? I’l bring over one of my favorites and you pick out another one of yours. I’l feed you while we watch the shows.”
“Okay.”
“Okay? Realy? That’s good?”