He didn’t miss the gesture and amusement gleamed brightly in his eyes. “Why are you afraid of me now, lass? You’ve shown no fear of me from the beginning. I can’t imagine that I’ve done anything now to change that.”
“ ’Tis over,” she said quietly.
He cocked his head to the side and then he moved closer to her, settling his large frame on the small bench in front of the fire.
“What’s over, lass?”
“Time,” she muttered. “I’ve run out of time. I was a fool for not being better prepared. I waited too long, ’tis God’s truth. I should have selected a husband long before now, but it was so peaceful at the abbey. I was lured into a false sense of security. Mother Serenity and I always spoke of the future, but with each passing day, the future loomed ever nearer.”
eight="0em" width="1em" align="justify">He shook his head and she glanced down at him, puzzled by his refusal.
“You did just right, Mairin. You waited.”
Confused, she wrinkled her nose and asked, “What did I wait for, Laird?”
He smiled then, and she saw the arrogance etched in every facet of his face. “You waited for me.”
Oh, but the man knew how to ruin her mood. ’Twas the truth, she thought he did it apurpose. She sighed, for it did her little good to continue to deny his suit. She knew and he knew that she’d marry him. There was no other choice. But he wanted the words, so she’d give him the words.
“I’ll marry you.”
His eyes gleamed in triumph. She thought he’d tease her some more, perhaps tell her it was high time she’d come to her senses. But he did none of those things. He kissed her.
One moment he was a respectable distance away. The next he was so close that she was enveloped by his scent.
He took her chin and tipped it up so he could fit his mouth to hers. Warm—nay, hot—and getting hotter with each passing second, his lips moved over hers like velvet.
It was an impressive feat that he could kiss her and all her senses fled. For a man who was constantly reminding her to come to hers, he seemed to take great delight in making them flee again.
His tongue rasped across her lips, and when she kept them tightly closed, he turned light and coaxing. He teased the seam of her mouth, licking and then nibbling. This time he didn’t order her to open her mouth, and despite her determination not to do so, she found herself sighing in utter bliss.
As soon as her lips parted, his tongue slipped inside, probing and stroking with delicate precision. Each caress incited a deep response, one that she was at a loss to explain. How could kissing make her br**sts go tight and other parts of her body tingle and swell until she felt near pain?
He evoked a restless, cagey feeling that made her want to squirm right out of her skin. And when he raised his hands to slide them up her arms, she shivered, trembling all the way down to her toes.
When he pulled away, she was dazed and she stared at him in absolute confusion.
“Ah, lass, what you do to me,” he whispered.
She blinked rapidly as she attempted to gather herself. This was a time when she needed to be solemn and sage. Offer something about how their marriage would be strong and based on mutual respect.
But none of those things would form in her mind. Quite simply, his kisses reduced her to a blithering idiot.
“You don’t kiss the correct way,” she blurted out.
Mortified that this was all she could manage to say, she closed her eyes and prepared herself for his censure.
When she reopened them, all she saw was deep amusement. The man looked fair to laughing. Her eyes narrowed. It was obvious he needed instruction on the matter.
“And what, pray tell, is the correct way?”
“You must keep your mouth closed.”
“I see.”
She nodded to reinforce her statement. “Aye, there are no tongues involved in kissing. ’Tis undignified.”
“Undignified?”
Again she nodded. This was going better than she imagined. He was taking her instructions quite well.
“Mother Serenity told me that kisses are for the cheek or the mouth, but only in very intimate situations. And they shouldn’t last overlong. Just enough to convey the proper emotion. She never mentioned anything about a tongue. It can’t be proper for you to kiss me and stick your tongue inside my mouth.”
His lips twitched in a suspicious manner. He even put a hand to his mouth and rubbed firmly for several moments before he lowered it and said, “And your Mother Serenity is an authority on kissing, is she?”
She nodded vigorously. “Oh aye. She told me everything I needed to know for the eventuality of my marriage. She took her duty very seriously.”
“Perhaps you should instruct me personally on this kissing matter,” he said. “You could show me the way of it.”
She frowned but then remembered this was the man she was taking as her husband. In that case, she supposed it was entirely proper, and even expected, that she should offer instruction in the matter of loving. It was very decent of him to be so understanding and to offer to correct the matter immediately. Why, they were going to get along quite well.
Feeling much better about her impending nuptials, she leaned forward and pursed her lips, prepared to show him the way of it.
As soon as her lips touched his, he grasped her shoulders and hauled her even closer.
She felt swallowed up. Consumed. Like he was absorbing her very essence.
And despite her stern lecture and patient instruction, he used his tongue.
Chapter 12
“Wake up, my lady! ’Tis your wedding day.”
Mairin pried open her eyes and groaned at the sight of the women crowding into her small chamber. She was exhausted. Her late-night escape attempts and the time spent pacing her chamber had caught up to her. After last night’s conversation with the laird, she’d fallen into a deep sleep.
One of the women threw aside the furs covering the window, and sunlight speared through Mairin’s eyeballs with razor-sharp clarity.
Her moan was louder this time and it set off a titter of laughter through the room.
“Our mistress doesn’t sound excited to be marrying our laird.”
“Christina, is that you?” Mairin grunted out.
“Aye, lady. ’Tis I. We’re having hot water brought up for a bath.”
“I bathed last evening,” Mairin said. Perhaps it would gain her an extra hour of sleep.