“Get the hell out of here.” I did not plan the words, but I know the moment that they are out that I mean them with all my heart.
“Excuse me?”
“Texas,” I say. “Go back to Texas, Mother. Go now.”
“Texas! But, Nichole, how—”
“It’s Nikki, ” I snap. “How many times do I have to tell you? You don’t listen.”
Beside us, I see Alyssa lick her lips and then fade into the background. At the glass desk, the thin girl seems overly interested in the single piece of paper on the surface.
I really don’t give a shit. Right then, decorum is the last thing on my mind.
“I can’t possibly go to Texas now. I’d miss the wedding.”
“That’s the idea,” I say. “I’ll have Grayson fly you. You’ll need to leave today so that he can be back in plenty of time. He is invited,” I add, my voice syrupy sweet.
“Darling, I’m your mother. You can’t ask me not to be at your wedding.”
I hesitate for just a moment, just long enough to hear Damien’s voice in my head talking about choices and paths and where they lead. And this choice leads to my wedding day. To a day of celebration. Or to a day with my mother harping in my ear. The woman who has, in so many ways, gone out of her way to steal the joy out of so many moments in my life.
“Nichole, don’t do this. I need—” She cuts herself off, her lips clamping tightly shut.
I take a deep breath, suddenly realizing that I’ve been more of an idiot than I thought. My mother didn’t come here because my impending wedding spurred her to repair our relationship. And she didn’t come because she wanted to apologize for the horrible things she said to Damien.
She came because she spent every dime our family had a long time ago, and she sees a new cash cow in me. I don’t know what it is she needs—a new house, a new car, investment capital. I don’t know, and I don’t care. She’s not getting a dime of my money, and she’s sure as hell not getting Damien’s.
“Goodbye, Mother.”
“Nichole, no. You can’t do this.”
“You know what, Mother? I can.” I head for the door, my heart feeling lighter and my step springier. I glance back at her and smile. “And for that matter, why don’t you go ahead and find your own way home?”
Chapter Eight
“You’re amazing,” Damien says that night when I tell him what I did. “You once told me that you didn’t have the balls to stand up to your mother.” We’re in the swimming-pool-size bathtub, facing each other, our legs touching.
“I still don’t have balls,” I say with a laugh.
“Sure you do.” He reaches for my hand and tugs me toward him, then very deliberately cups my hand over his package. “These are all yours.”
“Damn straight,” I say, then capture his mouth in a kiss.
His arms go around me and he pulls me close, until I have no choice but to straddle him if I want to sit in any sort of comfortable position.
Not that straddling Damien is a hardship, especially when his erection is rubbing against my folds in a way that is very effectively taking my mind off the day’s drama.
“I’m proud of you,” he says, trapping me in the circle of his arms.
“I’m proud of me, too,” I say. “I took control of the situation. I decided what I wanted for this wedding, and I did what had to be done.” I kiss him. “I think I’m going to make a habit of going after the things I want.”
“Haven’t you always?”
I press a finger over his lips. “That’s not the point.”
“What is?” he asks.
“This,” I say, reaching between us to cup my hand around his erection. Slowly, I stroke the length of him. “Taking control can be very rewarding,” I say.
“Oh, yes.” His voice sounds raw.
“Something wrong, Mr. Stark?” I ask innocently. “You seem distracted.”
“On the contrary,” he says. “I’m very focused. Very aware.”
“Are you?” I increase the pressure on his cock, then tease the tip with my thumb.
He sucks in air, and I see the shudder cut through him and the heat in his eyes.
He looks at me, and I smile, slow and easy and with all sorts of promise.
“Kiss me,” he says. “Ride me.”
Now it’s my turn to shudder in anticipation. I rise up, capturing his mouth in a kiss that is hot and deep and demanding. His tongue wars with mine, thrusting and teasing. I lower myself onto his cock and ride him, lifting myself up and down in a frantic rhythm that sends water sloshing around the tub.
Over and over, deeper and deeper, until I have no choice but to break the kiss, because I have to arch back simply from the weight of the pleasure that is shooting through me.
When I do, his mouth closes over my breast, and his teeth nip at me, the pain sending hot wires of pleasure down through my body to my cunt, to that deep place inside me that he’s touching, thrusting against with every stroke, building a delicious pressure that grows and grows until finally we explode together, sending water flying out of the tub and me collapsing back against Damien’s chest in utter satisfaction and release.
We stay that way until we fear that we will shrivel in the tub, then Damien lifts me out, dries me off, and carries me to the bed, tucking me gently under the cool sheets.
“You haven’t told me what you’re doing about your dress,” Damien says moments later as we twine together in the bed, half drifting off to sleep.
“I went back inside after Mother left,” I tell him. “It’s not perfect, but they had a dress that was my size in the back.”
“Do you like it?”
I shrug. The truth is that it’s a lovely dress that any bride would be thrilled with. But it’s not my dress, and what girl is happy with sloppy seconds?
“I’m sorry, baby,” he says, kissing my bare shoulder.
“It’s okay, really. I promise you’ll think I’m stunning.”
“I always do.”
I smile, and I’m still smiling as I start to drift off. I’m just about to slide into the sweet oblivion of sleep when I remember one other thing. “You still awake? I have a brilliant idea.”
“I’m always awake for brilliance,” he says.